The End is Near

Okay so the plan is to write how I feel before the end is official and then compare the difference. So here goes

Tomorrow is going to be my last day at uni. It would also probably be my very last time in uni as a student unless I wanna do Phd which i have no intention of doing any time soon. Well never say never kan...

I feel a bit relieved that I managed to go through the hurdle of 2 years squeezing my brain out. There were times when I just wanna get the hell out of this country, there were also those times when I don't think I ever wanna leave. I know I need to face the reality and get back to my old routine if I can ever find that routine again.

I'm excited for things to come but I also need to be real and be really2 patient for my next hurdle- job search. I may not enjoy the process entirely but it's something that I have to do so I need to buckle up and get ready to sell myself, in a professional way of course!

I can't believe it's finally happening. Ya Allah berat sungguh nak habiskan. Memang banyak dugaan sepanjang 2 tahun ni. Doakan everything will end smoothly for me.

Cerita lain pulak, just realised that my wedding is going to be in 3 months. Oh No!!! I wish I can share all the preparation stories but I feel so conscious to talk about it cos I feel like it might sound as if I'm bragging or something. Please pray that the preparation will go on as smooth as possible and most importantly please pray that there's no big conflicts from any parties!

Fashion Faux Pas?

Yeah call me a hypocrite. Whatever. I know my dressing sense doesn't really follow the real guidelines. I am working towards that. However, there's one fashion sense that I feel is totally inappropriate:

I find it most annoying when you combine leggings and hot pants/short skirts/short dress with your hijab.

In my book, that's just pushing the limits. It's just weird. Imagine if you wear those in Malaysia. lol. Then again, it's freaking hot in Malaysia. Who would wanna wear those high threadcount leggings in Malaysia anyway

I was twice guilty of wearing leggings with a long dress. I spent the second time wishing I could go home and put on a decent pair of pants. Totally ruined my night! My fashion faux pas.

At random

Last 2 weeks of school...come on babeh!!

Sooo many things to do. Soo little time...Tapi still got time to update blog...haiya...

I am going to miss Melbie soo damn much. I wish I can stay longer, I want to but sape mau sponsor me money??? dushhh ( that's a reality penumbuk to my face to remind myself that i need to stop berangan)

Feels like it was just yesterday that I took a brave plunge to down under because I was demotivated, frustrated and disappointed with my life (drama queen moment again).

I was talking to Rubs the other day and she said 'please don't ever forget us' (while holding back her tears)...awww...heartbroken sekejap...

Why does the uni decide to change their student admin system n caused a massive problem esp the grad date. Why does it have to happen this year!!! Flights from 24 onwards is sold out. Since the price between AirAsia and MAS is sooo similar i rather take MAS...tapi kalau dah sold out, nak naik apa...hmfff...balik in January la nampaknye...NO!!!

I'm worried kalau i just can't go home in December, i might just let go off the dream of getting the designer to design my dress and just opt for whatever collection she has...oh pls let me have this one dream without it being taken away too....

p/s: yes this post has defy all grammar rules of any sort of continuation from one paragraph to the other

Being lazy

Kenapa kene malas. Tinggal 2 bulan je lagi. Adoi...macam mana nak elak kemalasan. Well, you can start by not giving anymore excuses and stop finding other things to do BUT your main task.

Tahu, tapi tak mahu buat

Marah tapi tak nak berubah

Dah gemok tapi tak nak exercise

Nak keje tapi tak nak update resume

Nak save duit tapi tak nak berenti shopping

Nak balik for good, so pls la jangan malas lagi. Kalau ada peluang bole duduk sini lagi lama kan. Tapi kalau malas semua melepas okay

Sekian terima kasih

p/s: Smokey dah mandi and he smells goooooddd

On My Own

Arghh selalu canni. I'm not so good with myself. I find it hard to be alone. I reckon it's because I had to say goodbye to my dearest bestie who was here to cheer me up for a week. Now that she's back all I could think about is I wanna go home. I knew this would happen.

Come on girl. The ticker says you have less than 100 days to go. I can do this!!!

Can I not go home but have everyone with me here instead? Seriously, Melbourne is a great place to live. Come to Melbourne people...

p/s: my room mate is coming home tomorrow so that should be fun.