Be happy!

When I decided to pursue my study in another continent nobody warned me about the events that I was gonna missed. It was a selfish journey and I made up my mind in quite a hurry. I knew that I wasn't that happy with my life at that point and I knew I wanted something more or maybe I wanted to buy more time doing other things than working. I was feeling stuck and in a lot of confusion. Changing surrounding was a perfect opportunity to bring back my old self and discover sth new.

Yes it has been a crazy journey and I'm loving every single second of it. However, I'm deeply sad that I dont get to be there on the most important events in my life: My bestfriend's engagement and wedding.

We practically grew up together and I'm grateful that we can maintain this friendship for so long. NAA - a neighbour, a friend, a sister and a great confidante. Tomorrow she's gonna start a new life as someone's fiance. In May she doesn't belong to us anymore. She has a noble role to take over - a wife!

I wish her all the happiness that she can get and a smooth journey through her engagement period. I realised now that what I miss most is the people that I care and love. I don't think I wanna be apart from them anymore. They complete me as a person. I think I'm ready to go home when this is all over. That's why I can't wait to go home in 11 months time. It's gonna be a breeze journey. InsyaAllah.