The rant

Adooo makk aiii... Fening fening fening. This is either due to my lack of nutrition today cos I'm on food strike after gaining 2 kilos ( u hv no idea what I had to go to to lose 10 kilos okay) or maybe just maybe because it's gonna be a looong 2nd last semester. Oh please don't make it long, i rather it pass me by so fast i cant even bother about my body weight. So anyways since yesterday I've been trying to decipher the best way to crack my timetable without clashing anymore subjects. I know I screwed up the first semester and to give myself just a little credit, it was a very 'mature-and-seriously-my-future-is-on-the-hold' decision that I made last year so the transition period was really hitting me hard. Since I should no longer be in that period anymore, i must be responsible to go through the busy schedule next semester and strike gold on all my subjects or I could just go home empty handed.

Take a deep breath. Exhale slowly. I can do this

I must follow this year New Year's resolution. Do not succumb to my natural personality who likes to do stuff and never completes it. Must finish what I've started. Must be much stronger this time. Do not feel overwhelm by all the subjects. Phiew

Dear God, I hope this time I won't slack off any more.