People pleaser

Remember that time when you sacrifice a lot of things cos you wanna satisfy certain people or else you're probably gonna get a long lecture or even you're gonna be blamed for not being 'good' enough. There are also times when you have to sort of pay for those times when u did not put that 'effort' and you end up getting hurt.

I cant stop thinking about those things that I missed out because I shifted my priority to satisfy others. I wonder how it's gonna be like several years down the road. Do I matter anymore?

I am such a people pleaser. Always putting others above my own needs. Sigh...I wonder how long more can I put up with this 'too nice' attitude?