It's like waking up in a dream

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There are two important events that I wished I had not missed. I mean like physically I was there, but mentally I was in another planet. I can recall probably each moments but I also feel that I was within a dream. Like I haven't got the 'kick' to get out of my dream yet. The reason - sleep deprivation.

The first was a surprised birthday party. I had a great time but I was also very tired from sleeping mere 3 hours the night before. If I could turn back time I would want to re-live the day because 'I' would have been more fun. I felt like I wasn't there as much as I wanted to. My thought processes were slow and I can see from my pictures that I was really tired.

The second was the engagement. Again, it was one of those moments-you'll-remember-forever, but I had a hard time sleeping simply because I made a hole on the stupid scarves from ironing and was too upset from the stupid row I had with the other party. I still felt it was surreal or maybe I was just overwhelmed with the fact that I'm halfway there...

Mission from now on: be calm and sleep when you are supposed to get some sleep. Easier task to think about than to actually execute