Oh No!!

You know what makes me feel sad right now? I'm leaving my country to go back to my second home...oh wow I cant believe I'm calling it my second home. I am also disappointed that I'm not gonna be there for most of the wedding preparation of myself! Not that I have to do every little detail of the wedding myself... When it comes to having a 'big' family where everyone loves to get involve and actually get down and dirty with everything, there's gonna be a lot of people to listen to and I don't think my voice will be heard that much anyway. It's not necessarily a bad thing because I have soo many willing hands to help that I feel guilty about turning them down. Yeap, I'm happy everyone wants to help my poor mummy who has to figure out a lot of stuff on my behalf while I'm gone. It can be stressful when there's a clash of ideas especially concerning an area where my fiance is most particular about and that makes me extremely nervous.

Everything is still at an initial step right now. I know it's not gonna be a completely smooth journey, but I pray that I have the patience and strength to go through it and that everyone can be tolerant towards each other. That's not too much to ask right?The next good thing is at least I get to take part in it, even at the very last minute of it. I can also churn out my ideas on his side n he usually step it up a few notch because he is very, I mean very meticulous.

Now, let's study better, cycle more, save more and shopping less unless it's for hantaran ;)